When I say that I’m trying — I mean I’m just trying to keep things the way they are. I’m better now, no doubt. But I still have a little to go and more progress needs to be made. I know exactly what I need to do to move forward but I’m just scared to keep moving on because I’m afraid of fucking up and being humiliated or embarrassed. I’ve been asking myself why I don’t execute for weeks now but I finally occurred to me and that’s it. I’m being held back by my own fear. I’m afraid of changing more of my life because I’m so comfortable now. I’m afraid to meet new people because of what they may think of me. I don’t want to find a job because I don’t want to mess it up.
Knowing that when I accomplish my goals I will be one step closer to being a better and healthier person should be enough motivation to tackle them. I guess I need to find it in me to quit being lazy and learn to love not being comfortable for a little while because it’ll pay off eventually
My sister in the south of Chile. We are sitting at home next to the fireplace in our southern lake house when it suddenly began to pour uncontrollably. Had to rush into the lake to take this snapshot! - Camila Massu/National Geographic Traveler Photo Contest
i will never go without reblogging this. You’re a wonderful photographer! ^